Questions

I don't feel very interesting right now. I've lost a little of my creative flare and when I walk, the normal roll of my heel does not seem so bouncy. I'm not claiming to be overly charming or intreaging in my normal status, it's just that this hum-drum feeling that's come over me of late is perhaps lessening my self-perceptions and thus all of my out-put feels unnormally drab. Is this considered depression? Unsatisfaction with things that you know you could do better at? It paralyses me. The desire to produce diminishes as the unsatisfaction grows and I find myself creating less and less. Is this self distruction? I guess the answer is to just soldier on. Suck it up buttercup and get over yourself. As long as the body is still alive the soul can't be too far. But then I wonder, can a soul die and leave it's body behind?