...... and so I find myself here,

a strange place to be; inside of myself. Examination, contemplation, leading to exasperation. Unrest if you will. You could blame it on a some physical flux; mood swings and monthly cleansings but I question that. It's a time for a change- new job, new patterns, new time to wake-up. Take up: old habits, old longings, old glory days of stories unfinished. I think I need to be in motion. Twirl around on the front lawn, roll my thoughts down hills and feed the fish. Take time out for myself. You have no clue how hard I wish I could travel; beyond my thoughts and wishes, make things happen, break free from my mind/circumstances...... but this is where I find myself.